>>1 find a decent reason to live and commit to it with your full being. it doesnt have to be a good reason or even something youre particularly passionate about. pick a framework and put your entire being into believing it. if it doesnt work pick up another one and try again. eventually youll have a reason to live, then you can achieve true salvation by following your framework until it kills you. hope this helps
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>>1
find a decent reason to live and commit to it with your full being. it doesnt have to be a good reason or even something youre particularly passionate about. pick a framework and put your entire being into believing it. if it doesnt work pick up another one and try again. eventually youll have a reason to live, then you can achieve true salvation by following your framework until it kills you. hope this helps