If I do it for myself, I don't even feel anything! What is this bs? You're telling me evolution created this whole complicated system of motor efference copies or whatever, just to stop me from feeling happy?

prostitutes are great for random shit like this like erotic massage or cuddling or role-play, prostitution can be playful if you want to, you can even practice talking to women with confidence

make a robot

i feel safe on my own.

there exists someone out in this world who will make you feel safer.