do you ever just see someone and like want to be destroyed by them, like existing below them wouldnt be that bad. I get that feeling so rarely that whenever it happens i meltdown

ah to be unmade by this ecstasy. It can feel almost sinful, certainly unacceptable, to be still so separate from that beauty that one is able to come out the other side. Changed, but not changed to the degree it would have warranted. It would be pleasant for such a moment to be the last one. A better end than anyone ever actually gets. Being subsumed into something radiant. I want it to blind me. I want it to strip off my atoms. I simply want it to matter to the greatest extend i could possibly grant it. yeah i get that sometimes

i got this feeling a lot more when i was younger and went out more. im sure it would still happen now but ive rarely felt it recently. it sure is a rush tho. usually it happens to me with androgynous ppl wearing kinda punk or just abnormal clothing. bonus points if cool glasses

mean beautiful women give me this feeling cause they have the capacity

love it when people have *the capacity*

Only when I see your grandmother.

sado-masochism is reactionary

me when I'm contemplating how radical and groudnbreaking mean bitch pussy is