Anyone see prostitutes on the regular? I have. I still do. It’s always a mediocre experience. Except this one girl. She’s nice. But otherwise, terrible every time. I keep going back though. God it’s lonely out here.

Have wanted to see a dominatrix for years but shame and the fear of being exposed for it has stopped me. I have no real desire for normie sex but I'd be happy to pay someone for the chance to hold and cuddle or kiss someone

you can cannot just put denpa in front of anything,also theres is a similar thread already somewhere, someone that wants to be hugged and touched or something

I do. Have been doing so for almost 4 years now and have done it around 40 times. Most of the time it has been mediocre, sometimes horrible, and a few times it was really good. Especially a couple of months ago, when I saw my first Asian. It was a magical experience. Some of them have put in effort to let me have a good time, but this one just went the extra mile. After a massage, she began kissing my neck and then licking my ears. I hadn't even asked for it or anything, she just did. And I had dreamt of that for a long time and knew that it would be really good, but it was even better. I was like blanking out of reality and my brain and body were melting, it was much better than orgasms. I also began kissing her on the lips, something I haven't done with any other prostitute so far. I almost forgot that I was with one. I was the first visitor that day though. For days I could barely think about anything else than this experience. I wanted to visit her again, but it was hard, as she was in cities even further away or I didn't have the money or whatever. A couple of weeks ago I asked her in which cities she would be next over text, but she answered: "I don't work." I thought, okay, she will take a break, but now it's the 4th week of there being no ad, and today I have also noticed that she doesn't have an image on Whatsapp anymore, so maybe she is gone forever :( Also, I have visited some others for pretty cheap and for a shorter time recently, but it of course doesn't compare at all to that hour with her. And all in all, the whole prostitute thing is so fucked up and takes its toll on my mental health, but on the other hand, it would have probably been way worse not to have started doing that. In some ways it absolutely helped me, and now that I am in so deep and there is no going back, it has become this comfy state in which I have this thing to take the edge off from time to time, while not really having the harsh emotional dilemmas from before and when I started out. I am from Germany btw, so prostitutes are pretty easy to find and affordable, even as a NEET.

>>3 I made a thread some time ago, but not the one you mentioned. I just asked if others are seeing them too and if they would consider it a denpa activity. For me it personally is, and overall, it depends on the person and context, in my opinion, just like watching anime or playing video games can both be super normie or denpa. I understand that having sex in general is one of the most normie activities out there, but this is just totally different from having a partner or one-night stands or whatever. And since I have been doing that stuff, I have only felt so much more alienated from society and even denpas. What I am seeking out and getting out of it mimics pretty normal things somewhat, but so does fapping to hentai, which probably way more people, and thus also normies, do than seeing prostitutes. And this is something most here would consider as a denpa activity, at least for themselves and other people like them. When I walk back and forth for hours in the red-light district until I decide or go back home, or am on my way to see one from an online ad in a city 2 hours away or after I am done or depending on how much it clears my mind in the moment or not, sometimes during the act, I feel less normal than when I fap to some doujinshi or whatever. Because I know that there are many guys similar to myself on the internet who are doing that all the time too. But prostitutes are that one thing that makes me even feel separated from these people. And most of the people I see at the red-light district are totally different from myself and people on here. It's usually groups of loud young people, middle-aged migrants, old guys who are probably married, etc. As good as never do I see someone there who even slightly reminds me of myself. It sure is lonely out here.