I have tried and tried to come up with reasons to care about other people but I can't think of any. I just can't think of justifications to sacrifice myself for the sake of others. Nor do I see any reason to fall in love. Nor do I have any friends outside the context of doing certain hobbies together. Outside of the context that we meet I don't expect any favours from them, and neither do they. Frankly I don't care about their personal life.

I am aware that my opinion is strange so I don't voice these thoughts of mine in public which is why I am turning to an anonymous forum. It's just that there's so many works of art about love and self-less heroism but can it all be just propaganda? I was wondering if maybe I am missing something.