and feel like a sausage on a frying pan about to burst all my juices out

what are your analogies for being sick and which specific illness made you feel that way

Please get well & take care of yourself.
I had a friend who was sick & now dead. Doctor didn't helped. Do your own research.

My left nut started to hurt suddenly

I love being sick because it makes it feel like I'm on drugs and don't have to think about my life