i disagree entirely. stronger, perhaps you would have been able to perform better in your role had someone had the gumption in this padded room society we have built to tell you to get your shit together. we need less padding, more prodding, less sedating security, more vitality inducing abrasion. I will confess to the slight appeal of a lmgtfy response, which i'm sure you would have taken with offence, and I didn't mean offense. As i (9) stated, the intention was to poke any curiosity which exists within you. the not responding route, would indeed have been my tact for any other space. this would have been in stark derision. do understand, nearly any reply at all is not scoffing, it is a complete lack of reply which should be taken this way.

not that performing well in such a role would invariably be a good thing, in fact to purposely do as you have done ineptly would probably be a good thing. more wrenches in the works. grind the machine to a halt. but this is a completely different discussion