Does diy hrt count as a hobby?, I like fucking around with different anti androgens and estrogens to see how it affects my body.
Also I guess just reading forums and textboards too, although I guess that like inbetween hobby and social life, I like just reading text boards and forums cause that way I get a modern interpretation of whatever media I want without having to digest a bunch non layman stuff, although I understand that ends up becoming a filtered opinion out of another filtered analysis which ends up encouraging a surface level understanding of the worldview you adopt, but I don’t really see myself as much more but footsoldier so it keeps me from wanting to understand any further, but also I feel that I don’t want to be part of that since it always seems to miss a lot of empathy and starts sounding more like you just want to rule over people, I simply want to remain down to earth and people seem to hate that, it all ends up stuck in this big picture where you can’t take time to develop emotionally and end up lonely, it’s a big problem here but men seem to cope by just masturbating furiously and then spend the rest of the day mad at the world, please just engage for one second that’s all I ask, one tiny second, I promise not to hurt you, I can’t stand to see you all like this when I come on this board.