1 Name: Anonymous 2025-12-14 22:45
There is this girl who got attached to me in that sharp yandere way like she picked me and never fully unpicked me and she is on the spectrum so she does not flirt like normal people she just locks on and says what she means with zero filter. Back in uni she was glued to me in the hallways and between classes always showing up at my side like it was scheduled and she was kind of a chubby girl back then which somehow made the whole thing feel even more earnest and dangerous at the same time. She was clearly trying to get close and I kept pushing her off because I did not want to feed it then we still ended up talking on Discord anyway night after night like idiots until we crashed out over some meaningless nonsense and stopped. The worst part is I miss her mind she is a walking archive of Japanese music city pop deep cuts visual kei tiny netlabel noise weird idol stuff she sends one link and my whole mood changes. And yeah here is the cringe bit I cannot say out loud I have this gross weakness for her huge glassy eyes like a doll and I keep thinking about licking her eyeballs like some deranged devotional thing just to see if she would shiver and get possessive again. So what now do I keep a little hope for her to come back or do I quit being sentimental and move on to someone else from my so called harem?