I spend my time (trying to) learn languages and collect old books and rare manuscripts (pdfs, I can't afford hard copies) and memorize poems. I have begun to experiment with magic and religion and withdraw from regular life. Now, I always feel inadequate as reclusive scholar and feel like I need to know more, learn more etc. People hate me. I want a cat. Maggotsworryguts, please find one and send it to me.