>>265 I have this issue where I’m attracted to women but find them frightening and disturbing and don’t like them either. Maybe it’s because I know women more through otaku media than actual IRL women. When I see girls in skimpy outfits and judge them. When I see what women post online, I find it hard to think about living with them. There’s something nihilistic about them or about me. I want a good girl. Someone who’s sweet, feminine, and dresses modestly, but maybe that’s a sick male delusion too? This is the Madonna Whore complex maybe? So yeah definitely stunted. People being exposed to otaku media, porn, anime, movies etc. without knowing actual IRL girls become psychologically warped. Too afraid to be around them. Too afraid of spooks in our head.
I have this issue where I’m attracted to women but find them frightening and disturbing and don’t like them either. Maybe it’s because I know women more through otaku media than actual IRL women. When I see girls in skimpy outfits and judge them. When I see what women post online, I find it hard to think about living with them. There’s something nihilistic about them or about me. I want a good girl. Someone who’s sweet, feminine, and dresses modestly, but maybe that’s a sick male delusion too? This is the Madonna Whore complex maybe? So yeah definitely stunted. People being exposed to otaku media, porn, anime, movies etc. without knowing actual IRL girls become psychologically warped. Too afraid to be around them. Too afraid of spooks in our head.