>>100
one hundred

>>100
dubs of truth

I hope you all have been practicing ethical gooning this year

Can youtube addicts be otaku?

I gotta go to school tomorrow and i really don't want to ;-;
It's currently 12:47 AM and i gotta wake up in about 7 hours.

>>105
So?

>>105
Who the hell goes to school at 20:00? I don't really go to school I have one online class at 18:00 once a week.

>>107
I meant it started in 8:00

Every time I search anything into youtube, no matter how niche, I keep seeing this bald english faggot has made a video on it. God I hate this irl soyjak so god damn much. All he does is read wikipedia articles. Please somebody in england kill this motherfucker.

Simon hasn’t done a video on the finno-Korean hyperwar, so there’s that…

Mentally ill people on the internet!

No dont kill n0 then i wont be able to read denpa chan and get called a stupid tranny

>>112
Why would you get called a stupid tranny if you can’t read denpa chan?

I hate Saudis so much. Fuck those money loving apes.

>>114
how dare you, hater
it's a religion & country of pease. No chainsaws allowed. Neom is the future. they generously granted refugee asylum status to all Palestinians & let them settle in Neom, visa free. They are very intelligent & skilled, friends of West, not like Zoroastrian Persians.
Saudi have no connections to 911. (because everyone learned that Sadam did it).
And they sponsor NA Turkey runs!
Saudi is the future. We need more Mosques all over Eurasia & Africa, because we are not smart to rule ourself & we never had our own religion & God. Look they had a book 9000 years ago, and we just recently learned how to write & type.
Have you seen a sword on a flag? it's a symbol of peace & love & kindness & tolerance.

>>114
you tripping

What if Epstein actually killed himself because he was a yuritroon and realized that he would never be a woman?

How do you guys deal with existential dread and anxiety? I just feel horrible all of the time. Increasingly small things trigger waves of it. I don't know how I am going to exist here for another 50 years.

>>118
read some eroge and watch hidamari sketch until you forget that you exist

do trans girls go "ara ara" in the mirror when no one's looking?

>>118
I've always just gotten into bed, curled up in my blankets, and tried to stabilize myself in some way so I don't end up hurting myself. It mostly works. I find that rain sounds relax me, so if you're in a situation where you're able to have loud ambient noise and it wouldn't just make your situation worse, That's an option too.

I've also taken hot showers, rambled and yelled to myself about whatever it is that's triggering the anxiety or dread, researched philosophy and thought relating to pessimism and death, and (as 119 also does,) watched some relaxing anime (My choice would probably be AzuDaioh or Lucky Star because I'm intimately familiar with them more than anything else.)

Anyone got any slop games recommendations I can play so I can stop considering seppuku

>>122
highguard

>>118
I lay down and let it pass. Just tell yourself it’s a storm or rain. I have a punching bag I like to hit when it gets bad.

It's lovely to see that posters on here are willing to give kind advice when it comes to existential anxiety
I have a similar problem as >>118 describes, I tend to listen to music and repeat things I have learnt on super hopeful trips to myself

>>125
Oh, Music helps me sometimes. Specifically: harsh noise. It's not for everyone, but since we're on denpa-chan and you lot trend more autistic and schizo, I'd recommend you try some. It's very cathartic if you're emotional, and even when you aren't, it's still interesting enough to be engaging (provided you don't perceive it as "just noise" and don't get it, which is fine, because I think in order to enjoy it you have to have a certain sort of openness to all kinds of music.)

Anybody here enjoy some harsh noise, though?

>>126
I've been looking to get into it a bit, I'm not sure if these count as harsh but I like the Boris Flood album and some Dreamcrusher songs like Codeine Eyes and Cishet

hitlerbuttsecks >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> n0thanky0u

>>122
Rapelay

>>127
It isn't 'harsh noise' per se, but Moenai Hai by The Gerogerigegege is one of my favourite albums of all time. Fucking superb. I highly, highly recommend it. Do not listen at full volume.

Netflix and Steam are evil. I'm sick of people saying Steam is the only good monopoly. Just because something has perks doesn't make it good. Steam is a cancer and Netflix is cancer.

>>131
regardless of how much I like Steam, I despise the fact that it is the ONLY real storefront for PC games at this point and I am immensely concerned for when gabe dies/goes senile/abandons any sense of principles because it's not like valve isn't a multi-billion dollar company lol

Monopolies suck, and monopolies that exist just because the competition actively spends time doing dumb Dick Dastardly bullshit instead of actually competing REALLY suck. I'm still pissed that Tim Sweeney seems to insist on actively trying to be like Lex Luthor towards Superman when it comes to Steam, rather than actually improving their product and giving people a reason to use their services. Epic's store is so lacking versus using Steam for no reason. It's so bad that no one even wants the free games on Epic, since that means you'd need to use the shitty ass Epic launcher.
I've seen a ton of PC game releases lose ALL TRACTION due to being an EGS timed exclusive.

I could keep going but now I'm getting angry.
Also, I really should go use GOG more, since I won't need to worry about what happens to my library if Steam ever breaks their promises. Technically, I can just "acquire" those games after the fact, but it's better to support a company that has actively made it so you don't need to depend on their continued existence to play the games you bought.

Guys a couple of cute girls held me down and gifted me a ccru candy bracelet im so happy they both gave me so many kissies and head scratches

Anyone here actually tried BDSM? I’ve only seen it in eroge. tbh it seems lame irl.

>>133
Hope your hyperstition comes true anon

>>132
When it comes to online game stores, people go ‘oh steam is good’ while steam has things as DRM and online activation required to play too.

Meanwhile on gog and itch you actually own your games, you can make your own offline game archive.

It greatly annoys me too that indie devs seem ONLY to release on steam, totally ignoring other platforms.

You can un-DRM steam games with goldb3rg

https://mr_goldb%65rg.gitlab.io/goldb%65rg_emulator/

>>136
It’s not that they ignore other platforms it’s because steam is a monopoly that will crush you unless you work with it. It’s like Amazon. You have to sell your books on amazon or you won’t make any money. Same with steam.

>>138
What stopping an indie dev from putting their game on itch? Does steam show up at the front door?

The older I get the less I play video games, does anyone else have this happen?
I don't think it has anything to do with responsibility, I think it has something to do with having a different kind of engagement as the games I still do play are ones that are slow paced

>>139
Even indie games have Steam achievements, so it'd require making a separate build of the game, at the very least. Cloud saves also, maybe. The Steam "emulator" linked earlier also suggests devs use it to simplify republishing games:

If you are a game developper and made the mistake of depending too much on the steam api and want to release of version of your game without it and don't want to rewrite your game, this is for you. It is licenced LGPLv3+ so the only source code you need to publish is the source code of this emulator (and only if you make modification to it).

>>140
Same. Its expensive and I just don't have the time. There's a good chance that the genre of games you used to be into when you were young aren't being made anymore so there's less incentive to keep up with new releases. I used to be obsessed with survival horror and then came along the slender man clones and streamer bait titles, low quality slop marketed as horror so it all felt pointless. These days I pretty much only play older titles and VNs. Newer games just look awful, they look like they mimic work with all the stat maxxing and grinding. So you are paying to work. Fuck that.

More I analyse past gaming, I realise it’s all slop. Was there ever a golden age? At least the last time the market had a sloppening the ‘83 crash happened

>>143
It’s always been slop filled but you stop keeping up with the industry when the era of games you actually enjoyed passes.

counter argument - 95% of everything is shit. but that 5% always exists if you decide to look for it.

>>143
It's not all slop, but there's a lot of pure trash, yes.

This does not mean there aren't any brilliant games, and some systems will be much less terrible for doing this than others.
N64 has a surprisingly high quality-to-shit ratio, and this has nothing to do with nostalgia - there was a bigger market on PS1, so there are oceans of trash there, burying the dozens and dozens of top-class games the PS1 has.
Case in point (if not a great point): the 32X has a weirdly high quality-to-shit ratio, although I will admit that this is largely because the library is full of several fairly decent ports of some very good games, and there are less than 40 games period.
The 2600, NES, PS1, PS2, and Wii are probably the most slop-filled machines, but that's largely because they had such high market share.

If you want to feel jaded, sit down with a fullset of games for almost any given system and play them one-by-one in alphabetical order for a few minutes each. You will encounter more garbage than you could have ever believed existed.
Doing this with the NES is actually pure fucking torture.
This doesn't mean you won't also encounter the games that people actually liked.

There are machines with really high quality to shit ratios (like the Neo Geo AES, even if you will play through dozens of fighting games, some of them basically yearly releases like KOF), but you will also notice the fact that those systems don't have very many games on them overall.

It does feel that the market share of pure slop has dramatically increased because of the sheer ease of making indie slop titles.

In order to stop being endlessly inundated with pure trash in terms of media, I simply have a ban on anything from this decade. I don't play, watch, read, or listen to anything made after 2019. The last six years have for the most part been a failure and I'm done trying to engage with the culture surrounding the world today. I'm repulsed by where we are and what we're doing and I think this general guideline reflects that, though by 2018 the cracks were already starting to show, so really this rule of mine is mostly encouragement to experience more stuff from the 90s and 2000s.

(I don't follow this rule to the letter, since there are some good bands left that had albums I like in, say, 2021, but generally speaking it's better for me across the board if I just stop existing in the 2020s as best I can.)

The bitch that has been saying she loves me and holding me down while she blows me is accusing me of rape now, i genuinely wanted to try loving someone and now its over just as always.

>>149
Nice bait kys

Do you all prefer Half-Life 1 or 2? Personally, I've always leaned towards 1 as my favourite. There's something uniquely compelling about having to escape an actively collapsing, alien-and-soldier-infested research facility while barely surviving every encounter by the skin of your teeth. Thoughts?

Why even try these dickheads are unbearable just took advantage of me and threw me away the moment i said i didnt like their stupid cis ring leader

I like the more horror aspect of hl2 and the vibe the source engine gives general. Goldsrc is a great quake like experience so combat flows a little better in hl1.

>>152
Chill with the BPD

>>153
Source games just have that vibe to them. I don't really like the word 'liminal' because it's one of a million words the internet likes to overuse to the point of undefinition and loss of meaning (ie: slop,) but Source games do have this sense of liminality to them that simultaneously unsettles me and draws me closer to the game. I've never played Counter-Strike before, but I'd imagine it would be a similar feeling as walking around in an empty CS map or something. Very unique emotion!

On a somewhat-related note, I just remembered this cool game jam on itch where the premise was that you had to make a game about a dying MMO. There are a few gems that came out of it. I'd recommend checking it out; the one I remember the most vividly is 'Sanctuarium Online,' which plays like a DS Emulator! The game itself was just alright, but the emulator was a really neat concept.

Wish i was in a rocket in outerspace right now just floating in the empty void

Guys i got an sti from sucking off too many femboys am i cooked?

Lost my oral virginity to a femboy who gave me sti and left me cause i called her poly ringleader a shotacon, i would end it but now a cis guy is begging me to hang out with him, im a massive fag and my chance at love with another femboy is dead cause of a dirty cis bitch that smokes out of a dirty bong and now i got all their germs in me

Sex havers… the denpa has fallen… millions must goon

Does anyone have random naps here? Sometimes when I don't have work I just get into bed and nap for a few hours
I have found that it helps with my mental clarity as well as keeping me active

>>155

Ground control to major tom

>>158
Denpa has always been filled with sex havers. It was founded by two of them

People who go around having sex with randos are sick in the head and spread diseases which kill people.

>>162
Not if they wear protection

>>163
can't protect you from mental diseases

Sex having should be illegal

Had a cute guy over yesterday he made watch ichi the killer while we cuddled, his underwear were covered in precum after i kept egging him on about being gay and he made me beg to touch his cock he moaned so nicely and kept tickling me.

If someone mentions a sexual experience I had on a niche chan I would kill myself

ok but like only they would get the refrence, who else knew we watched that movie.

Is it just one person who keeps posting their sex fantasies in this thread or are multiple people deciding to talk about them for whatever reason

The thing I hate about the internet is this. Before the world was separated and everyone lived in their own culture or local area with its own traditions. Now the same retarded bullshit spreads everywhere and you can never be free of it. Whatever utter retardations Americans cook up will end up in Thailand or Antarctica within a week. Every stupid fucking trend, online fad, dumb hate narrative, LGBTQI++XYZ23 identity, flashy bullshit, political drama. Like I can’t just escape.

>>169
One homo spamming the thread

i will stop for now

>>170
well I disagree with you but I do think we should probably keep the sexposting to a minimum. For me it has nothing to do with 'muh lgtvabc123' or whatever, it's just sort of unnecessary and we can talk about stuff like that on occasion without it being the sole topic of discussion (even though it'll probably blow over anyway. 50 replies from now, I guarantee we'll be onto something completely different.)

To help facilitate that: I've been on a Skyrim kick again; downloaded a huge modlist this time. Once every few months, biannually perhaps, I get this extreme urge to play every Elder Scrolls game again. So I do. Usually get burnt out after a few hours, though, because I'll spend upwards of 8-12 hours every day solely playing TES. This autism shit gets serious ;-;

Maybe contain it to a thread.

>>172
Same but for me is Morrowind

>>172
Have you ever noticed that other characters don't really use horses? Specifically the enemies, like mounted soldiers would be really cool

Is it really alright for someone like Pyrocynical to have a haircut like that?

>>175
Needs correction

>>174
Mhm. Horse mechanics are for the most part undercooked; mounted combat wasn't even in the base game, iirc. They added it in a patch some time after release. Also, horses are essentially roleplay items; I'm relatively sure they aren't actually that much faster compared to foot-travel.

The biggest issue with horses is, of course, that they fight enemies when you dismount, making it inconvenient to have one. If it dies (which is very possible unless you have a mod that makes the horse not aggro everything,) it becomes a waste of a thousand gold. At least you can get something for your character to be sad about, though. It might be a good avenue for some development in that regard.

Skyrim was never my favourite when it came to character roleplaying, anyhow. TESII Daggerfall is the most 'open-world' of them all, though it's definitely more antiquated and focused on huge, sprawling dungeon-crawls than any other Elder Scrolls game (if you aren't playing a thief.) Love it to death either way.

Should i kill myself over a woman ignoring me after they said they loved me

>>178
Yes

Been trying to *think* about my *thoughts.* It's rather difficult, trying to rationalize and put into words how my mind seemingly processes emotions and thoughts, but I'd really like to do it. Wish me luck.

>>172
I wish we could go back to a world where there were separate scenes for stuff instead of a social media monoculture which globalizes mass retardation. Everyone listens and makes the same types of music. Dresses the same. Talks the same. Part of the same tribes. Like today I saw a bunch of trumptards in maga hats and we’re not even in America ffs and all the college kids dress in twitter instagram fashion and listen to the same generic music. The internet is just a mass retardation dispenser.

>>181
Dude, what are you saying. Monoculture has been a thing since mass media (post ww1 consensus), it isn't specific to 21st social media.
Also, it matters little if you have 1 (one) "retarded culture" or 20 disparate equally "retarded cultures".

Everyone listens and makes the same types of music. Dresses the same. Talks the same.

Like that is literally what a _culture_ is. "Going back" isn't gonna fix it. There is no place for you to go back to.

>>182
What? Let’s say you want to go out and listen to some music in 1933. If you are in Chicago or in New Orleans, there’s a good chance you’re going to be listening to very different sounds played by local musicians with their own way of doing things. There may be overlap and learning about others through records and jukes or producing Tin Pan Alley slop. Even popular musicians in India were massively different from those in New York. We don’t have that sense of distance anymore. Nowadays, a handful of styles become dominant and spread everywhere via the internet and everyone tries to copy those styles. Local traditions of musicianship die or get absorbed into the slop.

Like that is literally what a _culture_ is.

No it isn’t and even then we used to have different cultures. Now we have one Twitter borne monoculture that spreads everywhere like a pandemic virus mincing every other culture. And if something doesn’t fit this internet borne sickness, then it’s bad and has to be replaced. Like here I am in a country that has virtually no immigrants, but people here are being whipped up by Magatard anti-immigrant hysteria. Why? It’s what they saw online. Stupid fucks have their mind in one place and their bodies somewhere else.

god has bannished me to eternal build error hell

also do you guys think a dirty neet like me could ever make it with a well adjusted tech nerd from suburbia

If you got something to sell then maybe

I miss my bed and I miss my friends

>>185
if you hate yourself yes

Happy birthday to meeee

>>189
happy birthday stranger

>>190
thank you, meat

>>189
Happy birthday. Hope you had a comfy day.

Just got a new (used) laptop and everytime I press backspace it squeaks. I can't decide if it's annoying or adorable since it reminds me of a cute mouse :^)

>>192
thanks mint!

The (not)jews are starving themselves for ramadan but it makes me wonder if they can survive eating one meal a day maybe that’s a good way to save my neetbux?

>>195
dont copy those bozos

>>195
you can survive eating one meal a day. you probably won't save money doing so. if you are very used to eating 3 times a day, switching will be a difficult 2 weeks, and you will probably want to eat more than you would during that "1 feeding window" than you would have just doing 3 meals a day.

>>195
I've been eating a single meal a day for the past like 6 years its not really anything crazy i suppose you could save money or you could spend a bit more on a high quality meal

>>198
This is likely not very healthy though. I have a naturally low appetite. If I do no push myself to eat properly I will drop down the like 50kg.

>>199
i wish i was achieving this but oh well