The thing is when sex chemicals are not in my brain I can see that the female body (and the male, all biological life) is actually grotesque and horrific. Unlike most people, probably due to autism and just my general retarded contrarian nature, the chemicals don't do enough to mask the horror of sexual reproduction. It even intrudes when I am alone in my room watching pornography. The second I finish I realise the entire endeavor was vile and useless, and I am exceedingly pleased to not be in the room with the woman in my video or image. I'm actually very content with occupying this position. It means I do not have to deal with all of the excessive baggage that comes with a romantic attachment to another human. In summary, >>267