Half a month has past. I've been brought by the tremors of existance into a sort of stupor. Since this reflection will be more collected, and therefore, comprehensible, I've decided it would be for the best to publish it in the shill board; I'll be sort of promoting myself. But only sort of.
The source folder now weighs about half a mega-byte. This is just the code, the text, the instructions. The projetct I started almost half an year ago and that I thought I would complete in a little over a month -- well I guess these sort of things would never happen if some psycho didn't underestimate some technical challenges.
The truth is nobody as succeded in what I am doing here, and I've searched the internet quite a bit. There were some specialised machine learning approaches that were very limited, student project sort of stuff, and a micro-celeb using LLM's to approximate something similar.
Let us just say I am making a programme that plays a very particular game for me. I won't say much more because otherwise the surprise would be gone -- and it won't be long (barring yet another massive underestimation) for my little foray to come to completion.
And I plan to make (forgive me). A hit video about it. There it came, the self promotion. I think that when I finaly release it I will share the link here.
My video approaches have always been split between a more or less denpa-ish angle, that is always half-aborted by meager attempts for comprehsibility. I only have in my catalogue _one_ true denpa-video... there were more, but I deleted them, only the fittest survived, my precious, my little bundle of joy. You know, whenever I rewatch that video I feel really happy.. for a while at least. It was my only minor-success in somewhat realising my visions. It bombed of course.
Why do I want to succeed? Well that is a long story. Tonikaku, I want to succeed, and I've been trying to do so for quite many years.
Of course there is the Neetish avoidance of wage-labour aspect. The Otaku culture aspect as well. The creative aspect even. But also (otherwise, this would've been still way to human of an endeavour) there is someone I really _really_ want to meet no matter what. And I need a hit video for that to ever come into fruition capiche?
I refuse that I should lie down and accept the fact that I shouldn't love someone only because fate decided that we were to born apart from each other, in life trajectories that might never collide. I refuse. I'll struggle against faith until my last breath.
Another update will come. Either in Intermezzo, or in triumph, or in dejection. But I feel like the wind is behind my back. The software is almost finished! The script is taking shape and has clear (oh so juice and normie appealing) narrative! And the editing? This sort of videos, that have such strong a concept, always edit themselves don't you know?
I can promise you that at least the conclusion (outro) will be denpa, I have a sonnet laying around my SSD that wants to see the light of day:
Since this reflection will be more collected, and therefore, comprehensible, I've decided it would be for the best to publish it in the shill board; I'll be sort of promoting myself. But only sort of.
The source folder now weighs about half a mega-byte. This is just the code, the text, the instructions.
The projetct I started almost half an year ago and that I thought I would complete in a little over a month -- well I guess these sort of things would never happen if some psycho didn't underestimate some technical challenges.
The truth is nobody as succeded in what I am doing here, and I've searched the internet quite a bit. There were some specialised machine learning approaches that were very limited, student project sort of stuff, and a micro-celeb using LLM's to approximate something similar.
Let us just say I am making a programme that plays a very particular game for me. I won't say much more because otherwise the surprise would be gone -- and it won't be long (barring yet another massive underestimation) for my little foray to come to completion.
And I plan to make (forgive me). A hit video about it. There it came, the self promotion.
I think that when I finaly release it I will share the link here.
My video approaches have always been split between a more or less denpa-ish angle, that is always half-aborted by meager attempts for comprehsibility. I only have in my catalogue _one_ true denpa-video... there were more, but I deleted them, only the fittest survived, my precious, my little bundle of joy. You know, whenever I rewatch that video I feel really happy.. for a while at least. It was my only minor-success in somewhat realising my visions. It bombed of course.
Why do I want to succeed? Well that is a long story. Tonikaku, I want to succeed, and I've been trying to do so for quite many years.
Of course there is the Neetish avoidance of wage-labour aspect.
The Otaku culture aspect as well. The creative aspect even.
But also (otherwise, this would've been still way to human of an endeavour) there is someone I really _really_ want to meet no matter what. And I need a hit video for that to ever come into fruition capiche?
I refuse that I should lie down and accept the fact that I shouldn't love someone only because fate decided that we were to born apart from each other, in life trajectories that might never collide. I refuse. I'll struggle against faith until my last breath.
Another update will come. Either in Intermezzo, or in triumph, or in dejection.
But I feel like the wind is behind my back. The software is almost finished! The script is taking shape and has clear (oh so juice and normie appealing) narrative! And the editing? This sort of videos, that have such strong a concept, always edit themselves don't you know?
I can promise you that at least the conclusion (outro) will be denpa, I have a sonnet laying around my SSD that wants to see the light of day:
In all things an invisible sadness.....
Thus spake Zarathustra.