I used to belittle Wizchan users for their attitude towards relationships, friendships, and solitude, but the older I get, the more I feel like living in total social isolation is the only viable and good choice. I would even go so far that I regret acting upon my desire for a relationship and sexuality in the past, i.e. having had a relationship, and would prefer that it never happened. I guess that's life. Maybe I should've listened to the oldfag wizards when I was 14 and take their advice seriously.