Yeah, thats pretty much the way to go.
I want to try to get a seasonal job at a mountain hut in Switzerland since the pay is waaaay better then anything you can expect in the EU.
In the past I already worked a similar Job so I'd manage to not get cabin fever ^^

Well the question is always WHY you are treated as a pariah and if your unique attidudes are reasonable.
A feeling of alianation can very be a normal, healthy feeling in the face of "society" going to hell in a handbasket.
Sometimes or rather usually, the world is wrong ^^

In my case I have 100% no problem with dealing with people in the context of a job, I even exel at sales in a face to face context.
My privat social life though simply does not existend since I could never find people that have a similar view on life, meaning, life expiriance and having standards, especially when it comes to my native language that is currently being dumbed down and disfigured at an even faster rate then usual in the past decade.
The only people that I kinda see eye to eye with are either orthodox monks / nuns and educated older people who lived through the Soviet Union.

I think my ideal circumstances is working part time and living in a small dwelling while pursuing my passions and interests, while occasionally interacting with counter culture types while visiting an urban environment.
A small dwelling could be something like a cabin of some kind, or a room. When I was younger I did fantasize about having a bunker but then I realized that it would be a pain in the arse

people need to be nicer... there are too many bad things happening and i cant cope

>>803
I very much agree

I be eating my own bones been starving cause of this gut bug

>>805
If I may ask is it the shits or the spews? Depending on which one it is starving yourself can make it harder to deal with as you are loosing so many nutrients

>>805
You sure its not cholera? That's pretty serious.

I an really frustrated and angry today. Seems like one of those days. Exposure to the internet has left me unable to properly organize my thoughts so I can barely write anything straight or coherent.

Anxiety and fatigue have increased suddenly in the past two days. Not sure why. It's quite horrible. Usually my anxiety is strictly in social contexts but now it is occurring while I am safe at home. I also feel very sleepy and brain foggy. Not nice at all.

good news everyone! my soap batch wasn't ruined! i'm so glad i don't have to hot process it. it would have been such a hassle.

>>809
I feel fatigued all the time too. I can get a straight 9 hours sleep and still feel fatigued. Too tired to write posts. Too tired to watch anime. Too tired to read.

>>811
Have caffeine in the morning. Get a balanced diet.

Starting today I am going to be a turbo normie. I will be the most normal person ever and do normal people things.

>>813
Rookie mistake, Normans do not know that they are normal they merely are
By acknowledging you are trying to perform normality you won't be normal at all

>>814
Fair point. However, I will not give up!

>>815
I think I will give up.

>>814
Normans don’t exist

>>814
Sperg can’t stop namefagging in every thread

>>818
did a namefag kill your dog or something?

>>819
Are you a nigger?

>>818
The second line of the about page of this site is Denpa-chan is not 4chan.
There are so few people who use this textboard that you can recognize them by typing style alone. People aren't namefagging for attention/ego and degrading the quality of threads.

THEY ARE EATING THE DAWGS

I hate getting friendly with anyone I meet on a site. You never know if they are actually hateful assholes and 90% of the time they are. Who'd have thought the internet is more lonely than irl.

>>821
This + there is a chance that the name is in the text box per default and the person simply doesn't care to delete it.

>>821
son, looks like you misread the bathroom signs

i had a sausage egg & cheese croissant for breakfast

>>826
cor blimey that sounds lovely

If denpa had a genesis and a revelation, both would read “Ricardo López"
Discuss

>>828
i have no idea who that is or what this is supposed to mean.

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im considering finally ditching windows again after having needed it for remote work. needing to back up all my shit is obnoxious. worry about not being able to use clip studio paint anymore. concerns of needing to re-encode a billion hours of source files for davinci studio projects to get around the codex limitations on linux. maybe i should push through with my current projects and just accept all my old project files are trash. (i guess theoretically i could someday get the full version)

>>828
El Finito Lopez was far too good for denpa.

>>829
Just get an M-socket macOS machine, linux can keep simulating what a gallery might feel like (trash)

makes me sick sometimes

>>831
i already have a computer that isn't garbage. i just need an operating system that i can do video editing and gaming on that isn't also shoving AI shit into basic text editiors.

>>833
what specs

kinda seems like scientists should cook up a shot for goonerism, this is looking less like a phase and more pandemicish

most important specs i9-13900K + rtx4090

still a garbage

[i]sent from my Talos™ II[/]

rip.
maybe i should sell my 4 sticks of 32gb ddr4 ram so i can by a macbook air after all.

bacon egg and cheese

posting from my psvita

>>841
who cares tbh

>>841
BASED

PISSvita

>>839
enjoy your soldered cpu, soldered charging port, soldered battery, soldered ram, soldered ssd, soldered wifi card, soldered keyboard, soldered soldered tsundered whatever

Thinking about going full Forest Anon at some point not going to lie
Save up a bunch of money and live in a woodland where no one would go, only getting supplies every 6 months or so

I'll have to give you the location of that cave I found outside of Bristol, ha ha.

im still sad cause no sex, fuck society

>>847
Might take you up on that offer at some point haha
However if you chose to keep that place as sacred I wouldn't blame you one bit

>>848
Sex is massively overrated.

I’ve lost motivation to do anything. I can’t be bothered watching anime, reading manga VNs, or playing games. Everything feels so exhausting.

Watch TikTok it will highjack your dopamine receptors to make u happy

>>852
that's why it does the opposite of make people happy

I was sick twice today. Now I get to live the comfy NEET life at home as opposed to going into work today.

end cycle futility feels more real every re listen

fuck my bussy, leave me juicy
fuck my bussy, leave me juicy
fuck my bussy, leave me juicy

WHHYYYY? WHY WONT ANYBODY FUCK MY BUSSY?!?!?!

There has been a weird tone shift around here, does anyone think that other chans have found this place?

duh, seen links to the place on lainchan, theres probaby others on r9k or something

>>858
I was being sarcastic if you couldn't tell

>>856
I don't want to stick my weewee into the shitter

>>858
Duh, this site is and has been on the lainchan webring for a while
They're debating whether imageboards should even be included on the lainchan webring thread

>>857
I am a refugee from the Unholy Citadel

>>861
fortunately this is not an imageboard

>>856
kill yourself

Bauderillard isn’t pessimistic enough for my taste.

>>862
Imageboards messageboards whatever that webring is mostly personal websites

>>864
bussy hatr

>>865
baudrillard isn't pessimistic at all in my opinion. If anything, he gives off a vibe of being relieved.

>>856
i wish i knew u

>>856
yayy! :3 <3

I've spent over a week trying to write a blog post but I realized that I just can't write or think coherently long enough to write a full post.

bros got dementia lmao

>>871
just write some garbage and post it, don't worry about it being good. It's fun to read something where the author is obviously falling apart as it goes on.

>>871
I think that's a skill that you practice

Anime is just as bad as porn. I want to quit this anime shit and give it up. 90% of it is low grade trash. I would have got more joy spending all that time reading through manga I actually like.

>>873
I've given up on blogging because I wanted it to be an outlet but it just stresses me out more trying to write posts.

>>875
Have you taken interest in tokusatsu?

>>877
I’ve only watched a few. Any I should try?

We need denpa style content but for trending topics

>>879
What kind of trending topics/what topics would you want to see covered?

Depression is a good thing. Depressed is how we are supposed to be. If you reject consumerist bullshit they call you ill and throw pills at you.

depressed is not good, and itl cause you heart attack or more likely suicide at 50, specially with the numbers on autistic lifespans, watch out yall, life is about to get messy.

fractals and such indicate that when population is dense its more likely for said catastrophe to spread out wildly, simply put do not heed the advice of a depressed suicidal autist about depression and autism.

you have free will as a human being and the more of us survive now the less lonely we will be in the future

Pigeons and doves are extremely underrated pets

>>885
Aren't doves a type of pigeon?

testing posting via lynx

I maybe have to move to England. I am not looking forward to freezing to death and being surrounded by balding men with fetal alcohol syndrome. Britfags are worse than yanks.

>>888
The UK isn't even cold. Also you can just wear layers.

I have this recurring fantasy of being tied up with ropes by a woman

>>889
Its cold to me its tropical over here where I am now.

>>891
I wouldn't be able to handle living in a place like that

>>892
It’s not so bad until summer hits. I like it.

A handful of people have said that they think I’m suffering from actual clinical depression and should see a doctor. I can’t bring myself to go do it. I’m too lazy and too afraid.

>>894
What are you afraid of, anon?

>>895
I don’t want to be put under a microscope by a shrink. They will pick me apart and make me look like an idiot. They ask dumb questions and convince me that I’m wrong. “What’s your family like? How’s your sex life?” They just want to get dirt on you. They are so fake too. They give you that fake smile and fake kindness. I hate the world but for retarded reasons I can’t explain.

>>896
They can't legally give your information to the authorities.

>>897
I just can’t bring myself to go because I’m embarrassed and don’t feel good.

>>898
What's there to be embarrassed about

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