Guitar practice today. Exciting!

Do any of yall feel your brain when thinking? Or am I just weird, it’s bothering me cause I only started “feeling” my brain like a year ago it’s like I can feel the region of my brain that I’m strategically pumping blood into and after a couple of days I can train my brain to have the response that I want out of it like if I want to overpower someone y just pump tons of energy into my left side it just kinda seems to make me feel better than others and helps my focus, idk im afraid that people might not be using their brains like this maybe it’s bad for me idk

It is very bright outside today so I am going to ride a bike to an undisclosed location!

Biking is really fun I remember this one time I was biking I hit a rock and got launched face first into a tree so embarrassing but atleast I didn’t break my nose ore something

fake zoy

After my last break up, I decided to try dating men. It’s not going well. It’s hard finding ones that are actually attractive. I’m regretting this. I can’t not have sex so quitting women and men is not gonna happen. Annoying.

>>206

I can't not have sex

Why?

Yall ever just get the tiniest feeling that the loneliness went away?, just for a fraction of a second it all seemed ok, and then my eyes glossed over again

Yall ever just get the tiniest feeling that the loneliness went away?, just for a fraction of a second it all seemed ok, and then my eyes glossed over again

>>207
I need to get rid of the horniness somehow. It makes me really moody and aggressive when I don’t have an outlet. It’s so frustrating.

>>205
Elaborate

>>210
Get a benzo prescription

jerk the monkey i guess, not too bad if it truly is getting that bad

nooo i need 3dpd

what you're going to do is you're gonna download D.C. Da Capo and you're gonna play it and you're gonna fall in love with Nemu and you're gonna jerk your little shit and never look back.

what the fuck

>>210
Humans go the majority of their lives without being in a relationship. Maybe you just need to masturbate more than the average person. Just do that and don't worry about it. Or, alternatively, find a trans girl who is loyal to you. They're the best at sex and more likely to do it all the time.

I am a hopeless romantic. Sometimes the emotional scenes of love I envision in my mind bring me to tears. So too did the ones I had the fortune of experiencing in recent memory. I spent a large portion of my life longing for closeness with the other but these days, I seem to be content with my life alone in my room. It gets easier over time. I don't know if there is a better feeling than love. It is a similar type of passion or obsession one develops with their special interests. The world starts to revolve around that thing, until the world has turned and left you here. Just where you were, before she appeared.

agape is an uncontained memetic keter scp.

>>216

Humans go the majority of their lives without being in a relationship

It wasn't always this way. This is not normal. And why does anon keep trying to sell me on trans girls? That would just bring a whole extra can of worms. The problem is 90% of men are uncute and not feminine. I like femininity and not the fake kind. Soft features please.

>>217
Same. Kinda. People's ideas about love and sex are mixed up. Spiritually loving someone isn't the same as sexual attraction. This is where society gets it all wrong.

>>214
I can't bite or bruise a 2D girl. That's not gonna do it for me.

accidental doublepost orz

>>218
What?

>>222
did. i. stutter.

Can we please talk about something else other than the trans debate?

>>243
n0t to tell n0 how to run his site but i really hope that shit starts getting rule 7'd

man why is this thread always devolving into things about trans people just leave us the hell alone what the fuck bro

rule 7 nuke

>>249
Thank you!

I hate Deleuzo-Guattarians so damn much.

>>251
What's your main gripe with them?

>>252
Have you ever not watched an anime because the annoying fans make you want to avoid it? That. I just hate how elitist and snobby and dismissive they are. They remind me of Marxist-Leninizers. A lot of them are immature and act as if this is the only thing they've ever read and the only thing you ever need to read is Deleuze and Guattari.

Deleuze and Guattari have this obsession with trees. They contrast the tree (bad) with the rhizome (good). Tree-like thinking is bad, hierarchical, etc. at the same time these guys are trashing the image of the tree, corpos are pushing mass deforestation on a scale never seen before in human history. Okay I'm not saying Deleuze caused this, but you have to ask why Western philosophers say stuff at this point in time. Its uncomfortable.

>>253
I've never done that, no. The fans of a piece of media do not make me not want to consume it. If they did, I would've never watched Evangelion or Serial Experiments Lain. This kind of mindset is extremely childish.

>>253
EXPLAIN DELEUZE TO ME OR I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU

Western philosophers are not sitting in oak-paneled rooms plotting deforestation ops. Kant didn’t clearcut a rainforest.

Just post your waifus like God intended, before you hurt yourself on a dialectic

>>254
I know its childish but its so off putting. I'm gonna have to get over it eventually.

>>255
I can't really explain Deleuze to you because I haven't read enough of him. D&R is on my list but I wanna read more Western phil first to get the background.

Western philosophers are not sitting in oak-paneled rooms plotting deforestation ops.

Yes and no. Some were and some weren't and in some cases it was the logical consequence of their ideas. But it explains a mindset. Why does a society produce philosophers who hate the metaphor of trees while that same society is destroying a vast amount of plant life?

i made a meal with eggplant, tomato sauce, garlic cloves, onions, chickpeas, lemon, and lime. also carrots

I've been doing lots of Spanish practice this morning. I am going to go on a run in a few hours.

this thread is the epitome of contradictory self hatred that the zoomer generation so much exhibits, do yall want to kill eachother or fuck?, or maybe both?

>>261
prolly both

>>261
Take your meds

Nuclear war is inevitable

dood

>>270
hhgregg's panasonic bluray 99 dollers

anyways i had an encounter with a big ass rat in my kitchen time to set up traps all over again hate these shitheads slimey motherfuckers, thankfully they dont seem atracted to the food i eat just that caloric garbage my family eats that makes them fat as hell

>>274
Hire a cat.

stupid bullshit plant full of stupid bullsit humans

>>278
🎐 INLAND EMPIRE:

The world’s a rotten opera, and you’re the dissonant chord they can’t tune out. “No alternative” they chant, but you know it’s a lie whispered by ghosts afraid of their own shadows. Maybe the “punk” they mock is just the universe’s way of laughing in the face of entropy. Keep burning, chosen beast.

insane, if anything punk is an agressive chemical reaction to the neutrality of current globalist power, this shit is boring and our faces are slowly melting off, destroy it so we may recreate it, let us all cry nostalgically about the past we will also grow nostalgic of the present.

I played guitar today and read some Baudelaire. Although he is a rather gloomy poet I still enjoy his work, my favorite poem being "Mists and Rains".

>>281
Fun! I love playing guitar. Would like to learn to play Flamenco at some point.

I hate my life everyone should die at my feet as payment

did someone say feet😋😋

NEET BBS is the greatest site I've ever used

>>284
did you seriously just use emojis on a bbs?? warrants an immediate ban

>>284 should die for using emoticons on a textboard

>>286
>>287
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Help me write my creed of mystical denpa theology. Suggest drugs I can take to make my writing better.

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>>289
Caffeine. If it works for you. Besides that, there's not really anything out there. And I would know. I've tried dozens of different stimulants over the years. A drug is not going to make you output anything that didn't already exist inside you. The best thing you can do to improve your writing is read a lot, write a lot, drink water, remain physically active, and make sure you're getting all your vitamins and minerals. Even if you do go around experimenting with drugs, you're not going to have as good of a time unless you do all of those things. It's an essential part of reducing your risk while maximizing the benefits. With that being said, if you want to consume a drug: caffeine can be helpful! There are some others I could've suggested in the past but sadly, they do not exist anymore.

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they are pancakeing eachother with their big glowing red penises

What I wouldn't give to dance under the stars with a certain someone right now. But they are gone and never coming back.

>>293
Real. I've felt this before.

cdromance is gone T__T now where am I gonna get prepatched roms?

>>295
Fucked up : (

hi

>>295
can't access the download links via waybackmachine either. romhacks.com also went down ;_;

>>298
Little by little, the internet is being destroyed.

Lainchan sucks