I feel inherently incapable of love and human connection

Strange World@Heyuri

>>402
did you want to post in →/read.cgi/lounge/1750720617 instead???

Imagine trying to create a Pashto language board and it not filling up with annoying retards

>>403
Calm down a little

Dude, just sanitize my post if you are a mod (doubt)

still trying to read bataille (accursed share)
i can only manage so much of it at a time before i need to scream into a pillow and then watch some bofuri.

are parts 2 and 3 important? because i'm only just now getting to "The Victim, Sacred and Cursed" and i'm worried this will kill me.

(i feel like the actual /content/ of what i've read so far could be reduced to like 1 maybe 2 pages... the rest is inane babbling, metaphors even the author dismisses a paragraph latter, and "there are plenty of flaws in this but anyway, (gross oversimplification with no value at all)" )

my notes are long but it's more to do with his specific terrible examples, and then me being pissed that he then says his example is terrible for all the reasons i mentioned. like why include it then huh? paid by the letter nonsense.

I am hungry but too NEET brained to know how to make food.

>>408
bro if you're a neet, you literally have infinite time to learn how to make food

>>408
my work gives me cooked food and its actually a big motivator to stay as long as possible

3DPD women are evil and satanic. the female form is ahrimanic.

There is this musician called windowshopping. Linux newspeak has fried my brain to such a degree that I always assumed it's "windows-hopping" and not "window-shopping". When I first read that name, I thought it was supposed to be the former and was confused.

>>411
this. even the transgender women are awful.

I hate 3DPD women so much and they hate me. They aren't even human. What alternative's are there? Being sexually attracted to them is pure suffering. I want it to end.

take SSRIs and antipsychotics to destroy sex drive. This is why they give those to "mentally ill", since they don't help but they lie and say it helps but actually it's eugenics because they all kill sex drive.

>>407
you dont need to bother with 2 and 3 if you don't want to

>>415
This is why I oppose abortion. In this day and age, allowing unrestricted abortion combined with prenatal testing would lead to mass execution of untermenschen. Eugenics never went away.

had my first sip of alcohol ina very long time, it was like a tiny 250ml beer that my aunt left in the fridge for me for some reason
cause i dont think they know i hadnt drnk in a while (not recovering just low tolerance)
a feel a little buzz im not sure if its placebo, its... nice?
familiar and yet alittle strange
my face feels warm

>>418 cont.
im watching the simpsons
god the middle seasons suck but its nice background slop
season 4 ftw, also im bringing back ftw

>>417
Gotta love the recission of rule 7

>>420
It is unfortunate but expected. Denpa-chan needs to become even more obscure and hard to access.

>>420
He’s not wrong and it’s a pretty clean sociological observation that allowing people to abort fetuses and engineer designer babies would just be a repeat of the Nazi euthanasia program. It seems some serious players (Peter Thiel) have thrown a lot of money into research on how better to detect fetuses with defective genes or edit genes so that undesirable traits will be weeded out. Basically, they saw Gattica and have decided to make it real and they have the money to do it.

I will avenge my bricked PSP by buying and destroying seven game boys

I will avenge my bricked PSP by buying and destroying seven game boys

no idea why no alternatives exist to ash.net.holiday type stuff (or im just terrible at finding them)
also refuse to pour out feelings to some government fuck or they'll cage me and test newest psych meds on me or farm me like eugenic livestock
not depression i think, rather anhedonia corroding from within like oxidation with no salvation
eventually must play final sudoku without awaiting more shameful decay or i glimpse my future and present condition hardly distinguishable from postmortem state
hope for nothing anymore expect nothing, just wish all recollections of me permanently erased from others minds
wont take anyones life since illegal and prosecutable, also sinful, and self-imprisonment voluntarily is pinnacle foolishness, one must commit genocide of selves
merely void remains ahead and thats everything

I watched Ash after dark

Super ultraturbogayfagsadpost but, how does one deal with the crushing feeling of wanting to do anything or something meaningful but being incapable of doing anything because they feel like there's no tangible merit to it.
Can't trick my brain into committing to anything for more than one day without flaking out cause it just seems hopeless longterm, n0's whole blogpost spiel about "giving up" seems more and more enticing every day even though I thought it was an insane idea really, I can't even find the motivation to watch anime lately.

people on denpa chan: get these normie sex havers out of here!
us statistics: "50% of adult men under 30 have never fucked"
Looks like you guys are the real normies now

>>425
what is ash.net.holiday?

>>429
A Usenet group

Is there anything interesting on usenet these days?

>>431
They've been trying to revive it recently.

>>431
You won't find any new discussions that wouldn't be available on the mainstream Inet, it's all the same. See this "anime is dead" post on a usenet group and compare it to any recent \a\ post. https://www.tohno-chan.org/ot/src/1752385062768.png
The only thing it's good for is for piracy (see binary distribution), but even that's not as good as some private trackers.

>>433
Makes sense. Maybe the aesthetic is better.

Fuck life

I hate society and people individually nothing is good out of it I want to kill you and eat you alive tear into you violently

This stupid eye of mine has been teary for days now and it won’t go away it’s like my ego broke

>>437
That homie was crazy

We need to abolish BBS

>>439
Kidz these days have never actually used a BBS and already want to abolish it. Protip: You connect to a BBS with telnet not a web browser.

>>440
I thought textboards were BBS

>>439
Abolish BBS and return to BBC, sure
faggot

>>442
I can't tell whether this is supposed to be degenerate fetish spam or has something to do with the BBC Micro.

Found a box of old phones with models from 2005-2015. What are some stuff I can do with them?

>>444
Maybe you could use them as an electricity-efficient server?

>>444
Turn them into cell phone IED detonators. Juggle them. Try out the old cameras. Walk around using the flip function as stress relief. Roleplay as Steins;Gate characters. Go to an Apple store, take out the oldest phone you have and tell them your looking for a replacement, then reject all their iPhones because they are too big to fit in your pocket. Use them as golf balls. Use them as baseballs. Slide them across your desk with a friend to play ice hockey. "But will it blend?"

Severe headaches

tooth broke on overyly crispy pizza crust and now feeling void calls.

>>444

Depends, what phones are it?

>>425
maybe i know who wrote this post because ive seen similar writing style in several online communities, this person uses opiates and maybe it was just withdrawal, hope everything is okay

Can't believe it's already September of 2025....

spent the past hour and a half in pain. like wicked muscle tension all over my body and especially in my neck. prolly a good idea to do some stretches

>>451
fucked up

schönen Samstag, denpa-chan!

I can never find anyone online to discuss my interests with and where ever I go I get hate. Nobody to talk to. I wish I could find someone to talk to about human affairs, morality, and spirit not just money, TV shows, and cars.

>>454
Why are you German?

>>456
My native language is Pennsylvania Dutch. I am American.

I want to try mixing music with the PC and make random tracks. I have no idea how I'm supposed to start doing this.

>>458
Download a free and open source music making program

>>458 >>459
I've messed around with some music stuff using LMMS, no idea what OS ur using but it works well on loonix

>>458
I made noise music in Audacity. Admittedly, it sounded like shit and it was tedious work, but if you're too lazy to learn some weird music software, you can just use Audacity. Otherwise, I would recommend looking into Tracker, such as Milkytracker, the Protracker/Fasttracker clones, Goattracker, or Schism tracker. They're relatively easy to use and you can make chiptunes/DnB/Junge in it.

>>461
Thanks I guess I'll play around with audacity. I want to make not music. I will mix random diegetic sounds. No rhythm. No melody. I don't even know what melody is. A cluster fuck of noise. What a busy city probably sounds from the perspective of a bird or a bat. I'm thinking of going out to record sounds around the city but I only have a phone and it sounds pretty bad but that might be a good thing.

>>462
You can get those sounds at freesound.org. There is plenty of machine, highway, and big city noise there. The sounds there are also free as in freedom, so if you care about your music to be released under a free license, you can just use the Creative Commons Zero sounds, of which there is a lot.

>>463
Two things I forgot: I recommended that site to supplement the sounds you already got from recording yourself, not that you should just use this site exclusively, that would be pretty boring I suppose. But you do you, whatever. And you can sign up on that site with fake/throwaway emails, so you that's good too.

Has dotesmite made any music in the last 3 years? TheySLASHThem Buddiez ***BANNED FROM YOUTUBE*** was rlly good.

Haven't been here in a while I have been doing the Madotsuki lifestyle

We need to be creating new kinds of music

>>466
Welcome back maggotsworryguts. Missed your posts!

Fuck the internet

Denpachan is unusually dead the last and this week or maybe that's my warped perception. Either way it's probably better to do something else than browsing textboards all day.

>>470
You're definitely right. There was a time when we got several posts per day. Now it's just a few. It seems activity significantly slowed after the rules changed and political posts became allowed again. Which is weird. You'd think that after people became allowed to talk about more topics, the activity would increase. Maybe there is no relation between the two events but I feel they occurred oddly close together. None the less, I supported the change for free-speech reasons.

>>471
From when are political posts, besides the designated board, are allowed? Is N0 slacking off?

Rules haven't changed, I'm just being a little more forgiving on posts which could generate actual discussion rather than just shitflinging. Anything like muh democrats vs republicans, muh chuds vs trannies, still against the rules. I'm not on the site 24 7 to catch everything.

No matter how tender or exquisite, a lie remains a lie
Don't forget that

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>>474
what is this schizoposting

>>476
it doesn't seem to be a strange schizopost at all, the most consequential schizoposts (ie jesus' teahings) have all been greatly concerned with the true world

>>477
It might not be a schizo post but yours is certainly the post of a retard

>>478
i <3 being retarded on the internet

tired of "working on myself". i will now go completely insane

>>480
would you say you're going insane in your room?

>>481
quite possibly. who can say?

I want to set up a simple blog. How do I do this though?

>>483
make an account by bearblog

¿Dónde están mis amigos? No veo a nadie desde mi funeral

>>450
I know this person, he’s a massive troll who has been doing it for years for “teh dramma” He’s very quiet and soft‑spoken, tending to his garden in real life when he’s AFK, then logging back in after a short break. He isn’t mentally ill or anything like that, he’s just spent too much time online.

>>483
Maybe this would help:
https://jekyllrb.com/

I have no idea how I found this site. I don’t remember when I first discovered it. I don’t even listen to denpa.

night walk and light wank are anagrams

Strange

i really need to pee but im afraid my estrogen will get peed out.

>>491
that's what is supposed to happen

Censorship on denpa chan is out of control. You should just delete the site if you hate its users so much

>>489
Made me chuckle

>>494
:)

>>493
n0thanky0u really was serious when he said he wanted to have an environment like sushichan.

were close to the 500 mark.
wonder what post it will be.......

Don't jinx it, 497-kun!

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