well whatever way you wanna see it, from my perspective its always a nice warm feeling to talk to yall, its like I run out of rocket fuel and have to go recollect, but I get that.

Is there a Denpa Discord server?

>>702
Having a denpa discord would be kind of antithetical to what it is all about I guess? Or I have perhaps gotten a weird idea about things idk
I only use discord to talk to a few friends of mine and to stay in the loop about a few things, in general I think discord tends to be a place which is not conducive to comfy vibes nor any actual individual expression.
Also it costs money to customize your profile and I'm not a consoomer like that

>>702
There's literally no usecase for discord. I don't know why some "FOSS" projects insist on using that as their main means of communication.

All the grooming shit seems intentional too. One of the reasons they made it was because "typing and IP address on Mumble is too hard" Something we did when joining Minecraft servers as kids. So there's no intellectual barrier of entry whatsoever.

For just voice chatting in game. Steam's built-in voice chat works fine but people don't use it because it was bad years ago and still carries that reputation. Alot of games have built-in voice chat too.

I just got 6 massive bags of cakes from a bin bags that the Greggs in my city's central station left out. It was just sitting there in the main station concourse. There were dozens of baggets, sandwiches and all sorts of other savory and sweet goods in there, all in packaging.
The only reason I didn't take the whole bag is because there were two members of staff looking in my direction, so I waited until they were distracted and grabbed a half dozen boxes.
This is honestly why and what I hate about normies. Countless people would have seen that and passed that and done nothing, they you get the pitiable ones who would absolutely flip their fucking lid and hound you out for taking discard food which would otherwise be destroyed. Still perfectly fresh, but because it's been put in a clean plastic bag you can't take it.
There are countless homeless people outside of that station every night. Places that do this don't just do it occasionally, you can stake out spots like that for free food and guarantee that virtually every single day they'll throw stacks and stacks of good food out.
There was a M&S outside of another spot heavily populated by homeless people. I've picked up literally entire boxes of £14.99 steaks from their bins, entire boxes as in a dozen steaks to a box, and they'll just throw that out every single day, with homeless people right around the corner.

I don't take it because I need it, just out of principle. I gave most of those steaks away to homeless people around that area (you tend to find that most homeless people will live in some kind of shelter with basic, if communal, cooking equipment) and most anything else I've found there. Literally all in or on date, vacuum sealed in packaging.
Then you see those videos of members staff literally violently attacking poor people for stealing food from a multi billion pound company that's extracting their surplus labour and you realise just to what extent people will allow themselves to become golems. Not just on the outside, but in their very souls.

>>705
good on u. i miss living in a city and getting to pick the garbage cans for yummers.

What are some Minecraft Let's players that are nice to listen to as background noise and are not aiming their content at mentally retarded 4 year olds with autism? Preferably some long-going series.

>>707
Mentally retarded 4 year olds with autism are denpa. Go back to reddit9k failed norman.

I sure fucking hope not.

>>709
I don't know what >>708 is trying to say, perhaps that we were all probably that sort of kid with developmental quirks? >>708 perhaps you should have worded that differently dude it comes off bad

But I do agree that reddit9k normans are the bane of my existence

>>708
Are you pretending to be retarded at an attempt to fit in? Or are you just trolling? Either way, this is not what I meant and you aren't funny. I swear, go on youtube, search up a minecraft let's play, click on the one with the most obnoxious, inane, childish, unappealing thumbnail possible (bonus points if it has neon colors, the youtuber's face photoshopped onto it, and some title like "noob vs boss") and sit through those for at least an hour. You won't do this, because even you, the truest of denpas, wouldn't endure that crap voluntarily. You know exactly what ilk of video I meant so stop pretending otherwise.

>>711

Or are you just trolling?

Sort of I don't like the trend of labeling everything you don't like as ADHD or autism or even mental retardation
I haven't watched Minecraft content since I was a literal child so I wouldn't know what it's like now.
Didn't watch much Minecraft videos in English either expect stampylonghead.
Try Minetest let's plays maybe I found Bionic Octopus on youtube has multiplayer let's play streams of it. The server is also linked in the description.

>>712
This doesn't have to do with any antipathy I have towards those people, nor is it a hyperbole, I genuinely think this is the target demographic of those videos.

La verdad es que somos instrumentos de los smartphones. En teoría, los smartphones son herramientas diseñadas para servirnos. Pero en la práctica ocurre lo contrario: adaptamos todo de nosotros mismos, incluida nuestra atención, para servir los objetivos del capital. Esto tiene un efecto de trascendencia sobre nuestro mundo interno y, además, sobre el concepto de verdad que resulta hegemónico en el sistema liberal. Nos estamos volviendo sujetos del capital de una manera más profunda, a través de la colonización de la subjetividad por la lógica del capital, mediada por la tecnología.

Tengo autimo :3

Bep Bep Bep Bep Bep, made mother cry today, I think I rage baited her too hard, I berated the hell out of her for ruining my life, and to be honest if I had the choice I would’ve said fuck no to living, i feel like shit, and I hate all of you, and I will make you cry to laugh, dance, monkey, dance.

Masturbation feels painful now. I'm to embarassed to go to a doc and tell him.

The Osaka Disappearance post on his blog and the unim reuploads of Kaeresu both have around 20 views, thus I deduce that Derpa-chan has around 20 users.

I feel like being a hikineet is the only lifestyle I could realistically manage.

>>719
Me too

>>707
Threefold does solo let's plays of modded minecraft, mostly Gregtech. It's almost all Gregtech. I find gameplay of complex minecraft modpacks interesting because the sheer hour investment of a mod like this is something I've already compromised on other things, so it's my only way to know what's inside them. That makes it alluring somehow?

Now that I think about it these videos might be too progress-packed to follow in the background. Not that they're ADHD or anything, it would just be easy to miss the requirements of a crafting recipe set goals of entire parts of the video.

I will now go completely insane

I have gone to insanity and now I'm back.

>>722 >>723
The Insanity That Makes You Sage Your Replies

Sextoko!

I'm a sexy pharaoh wizard and my brain's a crystal ball

how can i begin to explain how betrayed i feel right now ontop of my brain feeding me fake happiness to cope with the feeling that will come crashing down on me, or will i simply convince myself that it was all my fault, if nothing changes this time around i hope to find determination to end it all, finally free.

Not caring about anything is the move. It saves a lot of trouble and keeps you going. Absence of bad is the only good.

i guess, dunno what the fuck to do now, i feel like if i stop caring i will simply sit in bed untill i mummify, i dont find enjoyment in this lifestyle but i simply do not know what i would do outside of it, ontop of the unessesary stress that will bring.

Sniffing my own pissed pajamas, smells like cute rodent, I’m cute rodent, cheesed to meet you.

>>730
nigga...this is not the abdl discord RP session

>>731
This

>>731,732
Problem?
:)

I just killed gigafly

I have nothing to do tonight but I have a starting shift at my new job tomorrow and I don't know what to do to soothe my nerves

>>735
Nice. What's the new job?

Internet usage is enough to make one a nihilist. I'm tired of all the hate. I'm tired of all the noise. Sucks being a minority. But wait.. why am I a minority? American net dominance. I don't want to live anymore. Even the transgenders hate me. Internet isn't a fun place anymore. Probably because I'm not the sociopath I was when I was 12. Everything is hopeless.

>>736
working in a fast food kitchen
>>737
please don't die : (

>>738
Bro's flipping Krabby Patties.

>>739
being like tha bob is pretty respectable

>>740
except Spongebob could afford to live in a huge house by himself haha,

Anyone else really bad with online usernames? I have such a hard time picking a name on Steam for example, and when I do come up with one, it hardly ever sticks for long. I’m very picky in the way I wish to present myself, if at all, and it constantly shifts. Is this normal or am I crazy? Do you guys find it easy to stick to just one identity?

>>743
This is pretty cool, thanks.

The more I interact with normalfags the more I hate them. The more I interact with fools online the more they appear to be a bunch of spiteful normalfags pretending otherwise. I've had more joy and pleasure talking to bots than these brainrotted spiritless post-humans.

>>742
yeah I my first username i made when i was young for like 3 years then randomly made a new one and ended up sticking with for like 5 years cuz everybody knew me as it. i tried to put a little more thought into my name this time around and ill see how it sticks

These people are insane!

What up people

My name is Suha, I'm 25 years old
I'm going to hump a cop
When will I be going home?

>>749
You're the same age as Digibro

>>742
I use a my password manager's passphrase (note, not password) generator to generate random words and then I'll pick something quick. I change my moniker like 5 times a year.

>>751
What is your password manager?

>>752
Not that anon but if it's not keepassxc it's wrong

>>753
Can I talk to him?

The bank teller literally laughed at me when he saw how low my account was.

I love being chill and taking it easy!

>>753
>>752
It's Keepassxc. I used pass and pash (Dylan Araps's) but I lost all my passwords because some issue with the gnupg key, so I'm scared such a thing happens again. The only other sane choice is Keepassxc, which is what I use now.

I wish we could invent some sort of chameleon cat

When I confess to being suicidal and doing self harm shit people think I'm a cutter because I'm sad. I let them think that. In reality, it turns me on. Its a sexual fetish. Its so much better than jerking off. Its better than sex. Death is like the ultimate orgasm.

>>759
A tranny wrote this

>>760
I AM NOT A FUCKING TRANNY ヽ(`Д´)ノ

>>761
Ah, I suppose it was written by a gay bottom then.

>>759
I feel this but not in a sexual way but it's still an odd obsession

>>759
Uhhh, i am bout to goon

you people are crazy

AMBATUKAM AMBATUNUT
Sad news: One of the gay black porn stars LoveAndLightTV suffered a repeated heart attack and died of brain damage.
This is like the zoomer version of Billy Herrington dying

>>759
I've never read Bataille but this is what I think he is about.

>>763
Well I'm not saying its sexual. Its like the equivalent of sex. Like sexual in the Freudian sense. Some people get the ultimate bodily pleasure from sex and jerking off. I get it from cutting, bruising, and shoving sharp things under my fingernails. I was at the dentists and asked them not to give me anesthetic. It just felt amazing. Like an orgasm but not. Better than sex. Better than sex. Just gotta find away to prolong the feeling and not end up killing myself by accident.

>>762
Nope. Sex is just inferior. Gays, straights etc are inferior because they don't like this kind of stuff and prefer sexual intercourse which can never match the pleasure of pure pain. Straights can at least have kids and contribute to society. Homosexuality, straight hook ups, jerking it to porn is all for the degenerated leisure class that loves comfort and hates pain.

>>768
Starting to sound like a cultist from fear and hunger or something

>>768

Homosexuality, straight hook ups, jerking it to porn is all for the degenerated leisure class that loves comfort and hates pain.

Try having someone show it up your ass without lube then.
Also are things like bondage based and not degenerate?
Did the definition of degenerate change to anything that isn't painful?

>>770
I don't know about bondage types. They are into limited pain and dominance and stuff. Same with homos. I don't care about dom/sub stuff. They treat a limited amount of pain like its hot sauce or a cute salad dressing sprinkled on the main event (sex) to spice things up. I just like pain for its own sake. I jam my fingers in the door and slowly close it, applying just enough pressure without completely crushing them, I feel like I'm in heaven. Pure bliss. This society is degenerate because its anti-pain. It wants to abolish all physical suffering when suffering is what keeps us feeling alive. Just look at the pain athletes and dancers go through and the news media scoffs at this saying its too cruel. Homosexuality, straights sleeping around with strangers, at the same time everyone is drugged up and everything's set up to minimize hurt, what's that but luxury? And in this anti-physical pain society everyone is suffering inner mental pain, depression, suicide, bored to death housewife syndrome.

y'all should return to the cave

Its kinda charming that bloggers and vloggers with a tiny amount of views can generate a fanbase and a group of followers of their own. Inspiring. I should setup my own blog but I really have nothing interesting to say.

I am severely underleveled

Apparently, my brain is underdeveloped.

autism

I am expereincing a severe decline in my cognitive functioning for i have not slept. (>^~ω~^<)ZZzzzzz

I have spent a week working on a blog post only to realize I have nothing to write and nothing interesting to say so the whole blog has been a massive waste of time.

We will soon reach 800 posts. Is this the biggest thread on the site?

>>779
Yeah I think we passed that milestone a while back, I think the largest amount of replies that can be on a post is 1000

>>780
were going to fucking break it!

>>780
it's true:

# Post limitations
use constant POST_LIMIT => '1000'; # Max post limit per thread

unless n0 edited it, ofcourse

1 billion posts

I heard "X, previously known as Twitter" on television today and it made me wonder: It's been over two years since that rebranding and I'm still constantly seeing phrases like 'X (formerly known as Twitter)' or 'Twitter (now X)' or other types of clarifications, or people straight up just calling it Xitter. And by constantly, I do mean constantly. I don't think I've seen it being referred to as just X, no asterisks, no parentheses, no memes, etc. Two years now. If this is not a total failure in a rebrand, I don't know what could be.

>>785
Elon's an aspie and his first website was called xDOTcom or something.
Having an Y, Z or X in a title used to be the coolest shit in the 90's, problem it's not the 90's anymore.
Xitter is some Japanese pronunciation joke where it sounds like "shitter"

>>785
people need to clarify, because if you just call it "x" then nobody will know what you're referring to since there is a million things that it could be. what a shit name.

I am slowly coming around to Platonic philosophy

I started volunteering to help out the homeless and my coworkers are chewing me out for it. I need to find somewhere else to work.

we need to be creating new kinds of pets via genetic engineering.

>>778
many enjoyable blogposts are wildly uninteresting. blogging for prestige is a losing game.

>>791
I just feel like what I write has to be perfect and look good but I can't write anything that's not embarassing.

>>771
cope.

you're afraid of seeking out someone who wants to hurt you more than you want to be hurt.

i've been beaten and bruised, the beatings were routine so the bruises could stay fresh, i've been cut to bleed--carved deep and carved over fresh scars, i've been choked unconscious and i've done it all willingly. i once disolcated a girl's shoulder and it was one of the most intimate experiences i've had. cutting is good and all, but have you ever cut while someone goaded you on? "youve got this, you can go deeper." when you get woozy who will remind you to sterilize it with rocksalt and lemon juice? i suppose that might not be far enough for you, but i can assure you that there are those out there who would love to bring you to the point of begging for mercy.

it's not as easy to surprise yourself as it is for another to surprise you.

>>793
What is this? The pain Olympics? I'm not into submissive/dominant stuff. I just don't get it. What does pain have to do with that? I've never wanted to lord over someone or have them lord over me and sex is kinda lame in comparison to a good physical beating. I've never been into the whole beg for mercy thing and I won't like doing that to someone else. Its just not appealing to me. You're popping off at thin air buddy. "I cut myself I got beatings bla bla bla" okay so what? There's always someone out there who got hit by a car, slept on a bed of nails, or some other worse thing willingly. Can't say one thing on this damn internet without someone having a damn opinion on it.

Any place where fans of "denpa" videos gather always becomes insufferable

>>795
I think we’re all hopelessly mindrotted at this point and it’s so bad we can’t see our own flaws and we don’t get pushed to fix them because we all validate each others retardation and live in a society that tells us it’s okay to be like this but we hate them anyway even if they are our biggest enablers.

100% true from what I saw lurking for a few weeks.

Since there are pretty much no Standards or gatekeeping, there is no reason not to be or become an insufferable looser.
If one stops romanticizing the concept of a "Denpa" and thinks about the actual people drawn to such a lifestyle, one has to notice a common theme of addictions, weakness of will, sexual degeneracy, (mental) illness, maladaptive traits, no will to actually change for the better etc... be it caused by trauma or by genes.

Of course such people suck and create an unplesant space.

What's interessting are the few people who overcome their hardships and use this unique lifestyle of social isolation and informational-overload to create unique content that has artistic value to it.
If the content also affirms a healthy, meaningfull lifestyle despite ones suboptimal circumstances, more power to it.

>>797
We have to get that we are modern consumer society’s victims but we have been mind washed into playing our own part in our destruction. So we have to find ways to overcome our position while resisting the system and fix ourselves as best we can. I don’t want to be hooked up to a corpo controlled machine all day.

>>798
Yep, thats pretty much what it boils down to.
I'm attracted to a neet or minimal employment lifestyle since it gives a person enough time to actually think and plan on how to escape the dread of a modern world.
The sick part is, that in the past 10 years of getting to be well read, working out, eating healthy, having jobs, doing the "right thing", I'm getting treated worse by people then when I was a worthless antifa retard in my teenage years.
My social isolation is the result of becoming a healthy, old fashioned person from like a few decades ago x_x

>>799
I work for a while and then NEET. When I NEET, I dedicate myself to reclusive scholarly activities. I guess that when you're in isolation for a long time that leads to you developing weird and unique attitudes that make you alien in a world that's become both standardized and polarized. People treat me like a pariah wherever I go. I guess many denpas feel the same.